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Problem BUT STILL MYSELF CAN EVEN FIND ONE WHY? I AM A GOOD MOTIVATOR TO PEOPLE BUT WHEN IT GET TO MYSELF I CANT EVEN MOTIVATE AND SUPPORT MY SELF ESTEEM. COME ON YO GO GIRL. ALLAH PLS GIVE ME STRENGTH
I love you What is the best thing I have ever done to people that I loved? I once rebel to my parents, bcs i get sicked sometimes in house. I should'nt have done that. Bcs today there are two people that exist in my life have successfully open my eyes and soften my heart with only one word which is " troubling" What it matter to you or to me? It perfectly and completely matter to me. I am even not sure at what percent am I have sacrificed to my parents. 50%? 80%? I don't know. Whenever I have my examination, excuses is the most crucial at that time. Meanwhile there are a lot of things that maybe they will need me at that time but bcs of the real struggle of their kids, they dont ask. Well instead " PARENTS" are more important. Well instead "HELP THEM" is actually gives you more barakah and deeds that will lead to your success. Well instead "THEY PAMPER YOU" when you were 6 even they have stuff to do. Alhamdulillah Allah, for giving me a chance to know them. Come tell me But what is really clearly on me is you are kinda family guy ( like one of his bestfriend told me ) and i noticed it too. Sometimes it feels like i want to talk to him bcs i am missing him badly but frankly i am afraid if he dont like clingy girl because we dont officially declare. We are just friends but promise to get married after finishing our study. Well..... So what should I do?
Patience I can accept if people mad at me because of my own mistake, but i can't if they scolded me because of others and they put the problems on me. Why? The reason is THEY. Why they want to scold the others when one makes the problem? Or maybe Why you should be angry in spite of talking nicely and politely? That's how our Propher taught us, our Rasulullah S.A.W . Because no one will hear you if u keep being insolent to them because our dakwah is to touch the hearts not to hurt. And the only way to heal the heart is WITH SOFTEN WORDS AND A VERY HIGH MANNER. Wallahualam. Give me strength Allah whenever I will be tested by you soon. Grateful Forgive me Allah whenever I lamented on every problems that you put on me. I am sure and right that those incident which hitted me a lot was a lessons to make me become more stronger than ever. I shouldn't let the bullet shoots me, instead I should be one of the great bullets to lead the others so that every tissues of my soul and heart can win this. Love ya!
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